That was my exciting story for the week - I'm afraid life really isn't that interesting all the time! I spend a lot of time asking myself why I'm here when I don't seem to be doing much, and things finally came clear enough to put into words when I read an old email from one of my friends just an hour or so ago (sorry to all of you whose emails are still lying unread in my inbox...I found a load from Feb and have read most of those now, but then I found a few more from September!!! oops...)
I think so many people are really challenged by those of us who are "brave" enough to venture into Africa, Asia or some other third world place. You might think we're doing these amazing things, but in reality all we're doing is living life in the place we've been called to - yes, there are some amazing things we get to see and exciting experiences we get to have, but we're no better people than the rest who stay home! It's not only the overseas missionaries who are living their lives for God - every Christian is witnessing to those around them in the place God has positioned them, whether that's the town they were born in, or an unexplored rainforest. When I look at my life here, I see days filled with boring meetings, making necklaces and fighting with computers...and evenings of washing up, playing cards, reading or watching a movie. Sound familiar?! Life is just life wherever you are. But if that's what God has told me to do, it's enough! That's what it always comes back to - I just have to do what He tells me to do, nothing more, nothing less. Even Jesus said that He did nothing other than what the Father told Him to do. We were reminded of that as a base, when we had some teaching on intercession a couple of weeks ago. Even in intercession, we should only pray for whatever God wants us to pray for - so much of the time we waste our efforts praying for things we feel we should pray for, and we can get just as overwhelmed by all the need for prayer as we do by all the physical need there is in the world. But if we just ask God what He wants us to pray for, He'll tell us! Now, why can't I just remember that more often? I'd save myself a lot of stress and unnecessary worrying that i'm not doing enough or not praying enough if I remembered that all God wants of me is that I act justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with Him.
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